Gray Day

The day is gray, full of clouds, windy, not pleasant. In the horizon, the sun was trying to escape the clouds' blockage, but was successful just for a few minutes, in its way up. I was saddened with that. After two days of rain, and low clouds, I was desiring some sun.

I had to go to work, I have to work. Yet. I would like to be home, taking care of things for the New Year coming soon. I mean, cleaning, organizing, throwing away or giving away. I believe that, the way you have your home, yourself, and whatever you do in the first day of the year will kind of decide how your new year will be. I intend to go out to a nice place on January 1st, spend time with friends and family, think, read, write, paint.

I am lonely today. Expecting something exciting, new, beautiful to happen. Anything. Gray days make me lonely. I need today to rush through, so, who knows, tomorrow the sun will win the battle with the clouds, and its warmth will warm up my frigid soul. Frigid today, only.