When my world failed on me again, I desperately needed to find peace somewhere else. The feeling of having to be awake and alert all the time is disturbing. I provided relief; I deserve to be relieved too. Amidst the inner turmoil invading my heart with unease feelings and my head with a thin spinning headache, I needed to seek for refuge. And I found that in my books, eternal silent loyal friends, and full of good words and far away lands of magic and devotion, ready to take me in a ride of infinite pleasure and absence from the here and now.
